Archive for November, 2009

30
Nov
09

Ever get that feeling your on a boat going no where?

Won't these guys just shut the fuck up!!

Well, while most people I know had an awesome long holiday weekend of Thanksgiving Turkey, family gatherings, old Clint Eastwood movie marathons, and drunken board games (ever notice how Monopoly always ends badly), I on the other hand spent the entire weekend catching up on home work that is way past due.  I guess in On-Line School deadlines aren’t as important as they are at regular Universities.  This weekend definitely blew, and all I know is that for the rest of the week the phones are off and so is any other correspondence with work or friends.  I hope in the end all of this is worth it because all I know is I can’t take another year like this.  A year where each week I wake up in different time zones and when I finally have a chance to sit still, it is to write a thesis on who in Congress is more responsive to their base.  Any more of this and I may have to ensue a mutiny.

Vagrant

24
Nov
09

46 Years And Counting

Do you know what last Sunday was?  It was an anniversary.  Though definitely not an anniversary any country nor anyone ever wants to celebrate.  This anniversary of course was the 22nd of November 1963 marking the 46th year since the JFK assassination.  It was a day that had only rivaled the Japanese attack of Pearl Harbor in its degree of shock and horror that our nation had felt that day.  Just ask anyone from that era and they will tell you exactly where they were on that terribly tragic day.  Say what you will about JFK (yeah he got around with the women quite a bit, the bay of pigs didn’t go so well either, and yeah his dad peddled booze with the mob during prohibition) but a great man he was, and an exceptional leader as well.  That day not only the death of a great president took place also the death of a nation’s innocence.

After the JFK assassination the country spiralled into a most turbulent time, rife with violence and change.  The Vietnam war through LBJ doubled almost overnight.  The peace movement (those dang hippies) was born.  The top billboard musical hits that year such as Sugar Shack by Jimmy Gilmore and the Fireballs were becoming eclipsed by musical revolutionaries such as Bob Dylan, and Jimi Hendrix.  The Lava lamp was invented for Christ sakes!  And despite the tragedy of watching a nation’s president fall, the country would yet still see more assassinations of its nations brightest and daring young leaders and activist.  (RFK, MLK, Malcolm X, Megar Evers).

This country’s  older generations have seen and experienced some truly hard times and profound changes.  They were not shy to speak on matters that concerned their nation back then.  So what’s the fucking deal with today’s generation?  This country used to have people with some balls!  People that would stand up in the street pissed off when things were not going the way they liked.  Maybe because T.V. wasn’t such a brainwasher back then (many people didn’t even own a T.V.) and people would actually go outside and do shit unlike the present.   Thomas Jefferson said that one of the conditions for a successful democracy was for an educated and well informed public and a nation that was neither would not produce a nation of leaders that could be held accountable.

In today’s world there are more than enough topics to get people royally fucking pissed off enough to go out into the streets and fucking say something!  We have a chance to give health care to the entire nation, but the bill is so watered down now that it won’t be worth a shit to anyone but yet we will all pay for it one way or another.  Why did it get watered down?  Because the insurance companies have too much influence in the political process to just be edged out of the process.  There is another civil rights movement going on, funny enough not very popular, the gay and lesbian civil rights movement.  Yeah most people don’t see this as important as the civil rights movement of the 50′s and 60′s but why not?  The Gay community has had hate crimes committed against them.  They have been discriminated against!  It’s enough to make one twitter to their gay ass (oops) Facebook account.  How about the unemployment rate?  Fucking outrageous!  Isn’t it fucking pathetic that because we have become a nation of spenders and consumers that there’s no fucking jobs anymore!!  Funny how when a country stops building and creating shit, there’s less jobs around.  Oh by the way that fucking stimulus ain’t working either.  And last but not lease, did I mention that this country IS AT FUCKING WAR!!!  A war that unlike Vietnam, WILL have global ramifications when we leave.  Why not it did the first time!

Whether you agree or disagree you’d have to be blind by not agreeing that this country cares more about the death of Michael Jackson (look at how much California taxpayers spent on his funeral but there isn’t enough money to keep the teachers fucking employed?), or what the fuck that douche and his eight kids are up too.  I know we all need an escape from the world of our woes but this type of dedication of attention to being lobotomized is why its possible for idiots like Rush Limbaugh, Sarah Palin, the Glen Becks, and yes even dare I say it the do-gooding, blindly naive Anderson Coopers of the world to steer and allow a country that elected a Democratic house and the Executive into office; only to slip in the polls back towards the Republican side, only to remain silent while a lame Senate minority allowed a greaseball insurance company friendly bill for health care to finally make it into the proposal.  You wanna know how this all happens?  I’ll tell you, it comes down to leadership.  Leadership from the top on down.  Leadership from your bosses, and supervisors, and each other.  Most leaders understand success and change comes at a price of sacrifice and risk.  Ask yourself when was the last time your boss went against the status quo and red tape and actually took a fucking risk that yes if it failed, he was responsible for it.  When was the last time you did?  If it’s recent than good.  I applaud you and must say you probably don’t work in the Government sector.

How bout our leader today?  Many people have tried to make comparisons between BHO and JFK.  I must strongly disagree.  Other than Obama has a great speech writer, and he’s got a beautiful family in the White House, BHO does not remind me of JFK.  Mainly because among all the speeches and celebrity hoopla, he has yet to either unite this country and move forward or to say fuck the opposition and move us all Americans forward.  Maybe once he has done something like that he might have some people stand up and start making some noise and caring again.   Because at the rate he’s going……it is just the same old political partisan bullshit.  When JFK was killed, he left a void in the oval office.  A true American leader has yet to fill it with his capacity.  Can BHO do it?  I don’t know but it’s getting close to a year now and something has got to fucking happen!!  46 years and counting….

Jack

Famous JFK Speeches:

But I think the American people expect more from us than cries of indignation and attack. The times are too grave, the challenge too urgent, and the stakes too high – to permit the customary passions of political debate. We are not here to curse the darkness, but to light the candle that can guide us through that darkness to a safe and sane future. As Winston Churchill said on taking office some twenty years ago: if we open a quarrel between the present and the past, we shall be in danger of losing the future.

Today our concern must be with the future. For the world is changing. The old era is ending. The old ways will not do.

Abroad, the balance of power is shifting. There are new and more terrible weapons – new and uncertain nations – new pressures of population and deprivation. One-third of the world, it has been said, may be free – but one-third is the victim of cruel repression – and the other one-third is rocked by the pangs of poverty, hunger and envy. More energy is released by the awakening of these new nations then by the fission of the atom itself.

Meanwhile, Communist influence has penetrated further into Asia, stood astride in the Middle East and now festers some ninety miles off the coast of Florida. Friends have slipped into neutrality – and neutrals into hostility. As our keynoter reminded us, the President who began his career by going to Korea ends it by staying away from Japan.

The world has been close to war before – but now man, who has survived all previous threats to his existence, has taken into his mortal hands the power to exterminate the entire species some seven times over.

Here, at home, the changing face of the future is equally revolutionary. The New Deal and the Fair Deal were bold measures for their generations – but this is a new generation.

A technological revolution on the farm has led us to an output explosion – but we have not yet learned how to harness that explosion usefully, while protecting our farmers’ right to full parity income.

An urban population explosion has crowded our schools, cluttered up our suburbs, and increased the squalor of our slums.

A peaceful revolution for human rights – demanding an end to racial discrimination in all parts of our community life has strained at the leashes imposed by timid executive leadership.

A medical revolution has extended the life of our elder citizens without providing the dignity and security those later years deserve. And a revolution of automation finds machines replacing men in the mines and mills of America, without replacing their incomes or their training or their needs to pay the family doctor, grocer and landlord.

There has also been a change – a slippage – in our intellectual and moral strength. Seven lean years of drought and famine have withered a field of ideas. Blight has descended on our regulatory agencies – and a dry rot, beginning in Washington, is seeping into every corner of America – in the payola mentality, the expense account way of life, the confusion between what is legal and what is right. Too many Americans have lost their way, their will, and their sense of historic purpose.

It is a time, in short, for a new generation of leadership – new men to cope with new problems and new opportunities.

All over the world, particularly in the newer nations, young men are coming to power – men who are not bound by the traditions of the past – men who are not blinded by the old fears and hates and rivalries – young men who can cast off the old slogans and delusions and suspicions.

For courage – not complacency – is our need today – leadership, not salesmanship. And the only valid test of leadership is the ability to lead, and lead vigorously. A tired nation, said David Lloyd George, is a Tory nation, and the United States today cannot afford to be either tired or Tory.

There may be those who wish to hear more – more promises to this group or that – more harsh rhetoric about the men in the Kremlin – more assurances of a golden future, where taxes are always low and subsidies ever high. But my promises are in the platform you have adopted. Our ends will not be won by rhetoric and we can have faith in the future only if we have faith in ourselves.

For the harsh facts of the matter are that we stand on this frontier at a turning-point in history. We must prove all over again whether this nation, or any nation so conceived, can long endure; whether our society, with its freedom of choice, its breadth of opportunity, its range of alternatives, can compete with the single-minded advance of the Communist system.

Can a nation organized and governed such as ours endure? That is the real question. Have we the nerve and the will? Can we carry through in an age where we will witness not only new breakthroughs in weapons of destruction, but also a race for mastery of the sky and the rain, the ocean and the tides, the far side of space and the inside of men’s minds?

Are we up to the task – are we equal to the challenge? Are we willing to match the Russian sacrifice of the present for the future, or must we sacrifice our future in order to enjoy the present?

That is the question of the New Frontier. That is the choice our nation must make – a choice that lies not merely between two men or two parties, but between the public interest and private comfort – between national greatness and national decline – between the fresh air of progress and the stale, dank atmosphere of “normalcy” – between determined dedication and creeping mediocrity.

All mankind waits upon our decision. A whole world looks to see what we will do. We cannot fail their trust, we cannot fail to try.

JFK Quotes:

A nation which has forgotten the quality of courage which in the past has been brought to public life is not as likely to insist upon or regard that quality in its chosen leaders today – and in fact we have forgotten.

A nation that is afraid to let its people judge the truth and falsehood in an open market is a nation that is afraid of its people.

A child miseducated is a child lost.

As we express our gratitude, we must never forget that the highest appreciation is not to utter words, but to live by them.

Conformity is the jailer of freedom and the enemy of growth.

Do not pray for easy lives. Pray to be stronger men.

Efforts and courage are not enough without purpose and direction.

For time and the world do not stand still. Change is the law of life. And those who look only to the past or the present are certain to miss the future.

I don’t think the intelligence reports are all that hot. Some days I get more out of the New York Times.

I look forward to a great future for America – a future in which our country will match its military strength with our moral restraint, its wealth with our wisdom, its power with our purpose.

19
Nov
09

Someday The Sun Will Shine Again

Well its been a while since I last wrote in this thing, and mostly cause work has been kinda rough lately and I haven’t had the time, but today I had to take the time mostly for myself and the fact that no matter how much I travel, and all the great people that I have met, and all the great work that I do, there is still that one void in my heart that is not being filled because the person who once occupied it is gone.

My work has finally brought me back to where I now live and everywhere I look I still see reasons and reminders of what it was that brought me here.  I notice that no matter what I do this place instantly sends me into a depression that nothing works to bring me out of.  Just last night I was standing on top of a 3,000 ft. peak watching the sunset overlooking the pacific and most people would’ve been like “wow your job is absolutely fucking awesome” and all I could do was wonder what she was doing in that city off just short of the horizon.

The truth of it all is she’s doing fine.  Living her life with another man who has proposed to her, and she accepted.  Enjoying most of life’s waking moments, never once thinking about the past.  Whereas I couldn’t want more than to turn back time and correct bad decisions that were made.  Sometimes the thoughts of her are so strong, I hope that me projecting these feelings would reach her but the truth of it all is that this is just a romantic fantasy that will never come true.  Those types of things exist only in Hollywood and only prolong stupid thinking that one such as myself still cling to with every bit of hope.  Technology makes it even worst.  I’ve gotten rid of her on facebook, only to check her blog to see what I’ve missed in her life.  A life with me no longer in it.

Funny when it all comes down to it, love is a drug, and like most drugs can become addictive.  The behavior I’ve lived with for the past eleven months now (yep pretty pathetic) is similar to a dope phien and the only way to cure it is pure withdrawal and removal of all materials that could cause relapses.  For the most part that is what I’ve done, no more facebook, deleted all digital photos, erased phone numbers, etc.., but no matter how well I think I’m doing there are days like this that I just can’t help but stop and wonder……what happened to my life and where did that guy I used to be proud to be go?  Everyone with an addiction needs a sponsor and so this median is mine!

Vagrant

14
Nov
09

Friday Night

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13
Nov
09

Which Is The Bigger Hype? The Y2K Bug Scare Of 1999 Or The Apocalypse Of 2012?

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Y2K cliche causing Robocop baddie to go berzerk

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Jack

12
Nov
09

Stranger In A Strange Land

Sooooooo, today is the first day that I start my so called part-time job, and I’ll have to tell you one of the great things about life on the road is one day you wake up in a state like this

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Vagrant

11
Nov
09

Hey Do Something Different Today And Thank A Veteran

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They come in all ages, sexes, creeds, and colors.

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Some volunteered and some were voluntold.

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Some did it for the adventure, the school, or the free dental.

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Some loved it, hated it, or remained indifferent.

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They’ve spent numerous Thanksgivings, Christmas’, Hanukkahs, and 4th of July BBQs away from their families and loved ones.

They’ve missed countless birthdays, anniversaries, baptisms, graduations, weddings, child births, first words and last breaths.

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They’ve fought in exotic beaches, unforgiving jungles, scorching deserts, desolate wastelands, and frigid mountains.

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They’ve fought cold, hot, hungry, starved, wet, cooked, scared, fearless, cowardly, courageously, alone, and together.

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All have seen beauty, horror, delight, disgust, happiness, depression, honor, disgrace, revenge, and justice.

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They quietly travel through our airports, drive our highways, or ride our trains and buses, either on their way home or into harms way.

When asked, some give their opinion and others decline.

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Whatever the case was, is, or may be, what they all have in common is they fought for two things.

Each other, and for you!

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Whether you asked for it, believed in it, or not….when the time came they either volunteered or answered the call to  fight for this nation.

Some actions deserve notice beyond a political agenda.

The fact that there are still people out there in this country that will selflessly step up, and be apart of something greater than themselves is a great thing.

Socrates said you can judge the greatness of a nation in how it honors its warriors.  So do something different today and everyday and thank a veteran for just being themselves.

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Jack

10
Nov
09

In Case Your Out and About Today and Wondering….

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Why Are The Flags At Half Mast Today?

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It's Because of This Asshole

WASHINGTON – A Defense Department investigator on a terrorism task force looked into Fort Hood shooting suspect Nidal Hasan’s background months ago, officials said Tuesday — providing fresh evidence the military knew worrisome details about the Army psychiatrist before last week’s deadly rampage. Two officials speaking on condition of anonymity because they were not authorized to discuss the case on the record said the Washington-based joint terrorism task force overseen by the FBI was notified of communications between Hasan and a radical imam overseas, and the information was turned over to a Defense Criminal Investigative Service employee assigned to the task force. That worker wrote up an assessment of Hasan after reviewing the Army major’s personnel file and the communications.

The assessment concluded Hasan did not merit further investigation, in large part because his communications with the imam were centered on a research paper he was writing at the time, and the investigator had concluded Hasan was in fact working on such a paper, the officials said. The disclosure came as questions swirled about whether opportunities were missed to head off the massacre — 13 dead and 29 wounded — and the FBI launched its own internal review of how it handled the early information about Hasan. Military, law enforcement and intelligence agencies are all defending themselves against tough questions about what each of them knew about Hasan before he allegedly opened fire in a crowded room at the huge military base in Texas. Within hours after the role of the defense investigator on the task force was disclosed, a senior defense official said “based on what we know now, neither the U.S. Army nor any other organization within the Department of Defense knew of Maj. Hasan’s contacts with any Muslim extremists.” This defense official was not authorized to discuss the case on the record and spoke on condition of anonymity.

Hasan, awake and talking to doctors, met his lawyer Monday in the San Antonio hospital where he is recovering, under guard, from gunshot wounds in the assault. He has not been formally charged but officials plan to charge him in military court, not a civilian one, a choice that suggests his alleged actions are not thought to have emanated from a terrorist organization. Investigators still believe Hasan acted alone, despite his communications with Anwar al-Awlaki, an imam released from a Yemeni jail last year who has used his personal Web site to encourage Muslims across the world to kill U.S. troops in Iraq. Despite that, no formal investigation was opened into Hasan, they said. Investigative officials spoke on condition of anonymity because they were not authorized to discuss the case on the record. Republican Rep. Pete Hoekstra of Michigan, the top Republican on the House Intelligence Committee, said it was his understanding Hasan and the imam exchanged e-mails that counterterrorism officials picked up. Meanwhile, The Washington Post reported Tuesday that Hasan warned his medical colleagues a year and a half ago that to “decrease adverse events” the U.S. military should allow Muslim soldiers to be released as conscientious objectors instead of fighting in wars against other Muslims. Hasan made the recommendation in a culminating presentation to senior Army doctors at Walter Reed Medical Center, where he spent six years as an intern, resident and fellow before being transferred to Fort Hood. “It’s getting harder and harder for Muslims in the service to morally justify being in a military that seems constantly engaged against fellow Muslims,” Hasan said in the presentation, a copy of which was obtained by the Post.

FBI Director Robert Mueller ordered the inquiry into the bureau’s handling of the case, including its response to potentially worrisome information gathered about Hasan beginning in December 2008 and continuing into early this year. Authorities revealed the major had once been under scrutiny from a joint terrorism task force because of the series of communications going back months. Al-Awlaki is a former imam at a Falls Church, Va., mosque where Hasan and his family occasionally worshipped. In 2001, al-Awlaki, a native-born U.S. citizen, had contact with two of the Sept. 11 hijackers, and on Monday his Web site praised Hasan as a hero. Military officials were made aware of communications between Hasan and al-Awlaki, but because the messages did not advocate or threaten violence, civilian law enforcement authorities could not take the matter further, the officials said. The terrorism task force concluded Hasan was not involved in terrorist planning. Officials said the content of those messages was “consistent with the subject matter of his research,” part of which involved post-traumatic stress disorder stemming from U.S. combat operations in Iraq and Afghanistan. A law enforcement official said the communications consisted primarily of Hasan posing questions to the imam as a spiritual leader or adviser, and the imam did respond to at least some of those messages. No formal investigation was ever opened based on the contacts, the officials said. The most serious charge in military court is premeditated murder, which carries the death penalty.

By DEVLIN BARRETT, Associated Press Writer

Associated Press writers Angela K. Brown at Fort Hood and Pamela Hess in Washington contributed to this report.

10
Nov
09

Best Show On T.V.

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Mad Men's Joan Holloway (played by Christina Hendricks)

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Sterling and Draper (played by John Slattery & Jon Hamm)

10
Nov
09

Holy 70 Knot Winds Batman!!!

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Hurricane's in Mid-November??? Ehhhh It Could Happen

The storm system Ida lost strength over the Atlantic Ocean Monday morning and has now been downgraded from a hurricane to a tropical storm, but it still packs enough punch that the governors of Alabama and Florida have declared a state of emergency.

The status change was made by the U.S. National Hurricane Center in Miami as the system made its way towards the Gulf Coast.

Hurricane warnings were dropped and replaced with tropical storm warnings from Louisiana to the Florida Panhandle. The storm is expected to hit the region on Tuesday.

Earlier Monday morning Ida had lost some steam, said Steve Miller of the Canadian Hurricane Centre

“Right now this morning it looks like the intensity of the storm has dropped down and it’s just slightly below a Category 2… so the storm does seem to be weakening,” Miller told CTV’s Canada AM.

According to reports, residents of the Gulf Coast appeared to be taking the approaching storm in stride, and there were no plans for mandatory evacuations.

“Even though we’re telling everybody to be prepared, my gut tells me it probably won’t be that bad,” Steve Arndt, director of Bay Point Marina Co. in Panama City, Fla., told The Associated Press.

A hurricane warning had been in place from Pascagoula, Miss., east to Indian Pass, Florida.

Other areas of Louisiana, Mississippi, Alabama and Florida were subject to tropical storm warnings and hurricane watches.

On Sunday, Louisiana Gov. Bobby Jindal declared a state of emergency for his state, and Mississippi Lt. Gov. Phil Bryant did the same.

In Pensacola Beach and nearby Perdido Key, residents were encouraged to get out of town, and school was cancelled in the area for Monday and Tuesday.

Some schools around New Orleans also cancelled classes for Monday as Louisiana declared a state of emergency as a pre-emptive measure, and put the National Guard on high alert in case assistance is needed.

Residents were asked to secure garbage cans, barbecues and patio furniture, and remove loose limbs from nearby trees to prepare for winds gusting up to almost 100 kilometres per hour.

The system was expected to brush past Louisiana and Mississippi before making landfall near Alabama.

Miller said cooler waters in the Gulf prevented Ida from gaining strength as it approached land. However, the system could still dump a lot of rain when it hits land, Miller said.

“This is November, and when these storms are in the Gulf in July there’s lots of warm water in the Gulf and they do tend to strengthen, but now the water is cooler,” he said.

The storm is expected to have minimal impact on Canada. Miller said it is forecast to take a “right turn” after making landfall in the U.S., and will likely dissolve after a few days in the southeastern U.S.

With files from The Associated Press

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